(((((((((((Ryan)))))))))))
I'm hoping what I'm going to say is the right thing. I don't think it's the sobriety that sucks. It's the withdrawal you're going through. Do they tell you at your AA meetings how to get through the process of your body detoxifying itself?
I've never had to give up anything like alcohol or cigarettes, so I'm about as clueless as can be regarding what you must be going through right now.