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Mar 27, 2009, 02:39 PM
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Severity was extreme.
I come to the conclusion to finally get over it - that's when I had trouble with all my physc medications.
It was worse coming off the medications than the addition.
Last night and all day until 2:00 I kept running out for more.
Each time I have to take a xannax and caring it in my purse in case I was pulled over I would just say my med.'s were off that day,
But I've lived in this house since 2004. Thoses requarly runs always about 10:30.p.m.
Another addition is the impulsive/compulsive.... So by getting off the addition at the end of the month I actually had $20.00. That's impossible for me. If I had one last penny in my wallet I tell them to keep it
SO March 27, I $140.00. I know owe a dealer $20.00 and my mate $45.00.
Ever one has some vice - my mate smokes cig.s , I mean coughs, chokes....but that's legal.
THERE IS NO COMPARISON - ACUTUALLY IN POSION THERE ARE MORE.  JUST SAYING NO EXCUSE
I do get trigger: he watches cops, bounty hunter crap like that, seeing dealings right on my corners....
Kind'a sure what trigger .... the urge was big time yesterday.
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