hi! yes, i had... she's going to help me with resolving the past issues that bother me all the time. one problem with me is that i find it hard to trust a person. i always think that everywhere i go, people stare at me and watch and observe and tell my every move and judge me negatively. i can not concentrate with my studies because of the annoying memories. if i start telling anyone, i feel like i'm a liar because no one believes in what i say.