Porcelin (sp?), ha! I use to call it "paying homage" to the damn thing. Funny, when we feel better, sad to say, we often go back to the same cycle.
This cycle must be broken, freeing ourselves from another dependency. Let's all try to free ourselves from any, harmful dependency, we all need our freedom, which allows us to enjoy the short time we have been given on this earth.
There are so many, simple, beautiful and healthy things we still need to explore.

Love to all,

DE