and a lot of reading and all of that. Mainly, some serious soul searching. The former p-doc is, was and forever be a ___________ (use your imagination). He can't help it, it's just the way that he is. After all the headaches and opinions, and what I know to be true about me, past and present, I think that maybe, just maybe, the t is right, and the old p-doc is right. Maybe they are both half right... maybe I'm both? Bipolar and BPD? In any case, the new p-doc's office is in the process of scheduling me, and that schedule includes testing, to finally get some answers.

Is there anyone out there who is both? I just need to talk!