I threw up today after eating lunch ate dinner did not throw up I just ate cake iam going to throw it up. I have done it about 4 or 5 times since the sixteeth of this month I feel I need to do this because Iam fat an ugly and i feel i needed to punish myself for being overweight This is the first time I have attempted this If I do not throw up I will only starting eating one meal a day to not gtain anymore weight