|
starlite do you have a pdoc? perhaps he can help you with all this. wasn't quite sure if you are abusing your meds or if you are using street drugs too. that xanex is highly addictive, in my humble opinion. i didn't ever abuse it but had some weird blackout periods while on it, etc. i hope you will see if you can get some help with all this. it's easier to deal with than trying to do it alone. take care.
__________________
Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
|