Thread: On The Brink
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Old May 12, 2005, 05:54 PM
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its a test of your endurance.....
i firmly believe in destiny and all that.
you have the strength inside.... and you are building that strength inside as all this is happening to you.
difficult yes! but you will not die over a bad work situation.
i have the same type of thing going on at my work.... i laugh it off and play silly games with them, but maybe my situation is different.
i figured out a way to get to them.
they harrass me, or write me up, and i write them a rebuttal letter explaining where i stand on the issue and i tell them i feel that they are harrassing me.
when they ask why i didnt do a job or something, ill totally play it off like im the absent minded professor.
when i see one of my enemy supervisors and i notice their snarl, i pretend i dont remember our dissagreement and carry on with what im doing.....
my union backs me up.
i file complaints almost every week.
now they are so sick of me, that they are finally working on granting my transfer request.
its a battle of wills.
and i have been through so much in life... al the bad experiences and pain and this terrible disorder, have built my strength. its unmatched by the average "normal" person despite any education or training or higher job rank. they cant endure what i can endure.

maybe you can do something similar....
just be careful when you walk that fine line between fighting back and getting fired.
and in the big picture in life and all thats really important, a job is not at the top of the list.
there are others out there.

maybe try focusing on a whole new goal while you work all that job crap out. maybe you have a hobby like shooting pool (for example) you could make a goal to be good enough to compete in minor local tournaments.

feed your mind with some positives.

(i hope i havent bugged with the lengthy reply.... im hypomanic)

P.S. excellent that you are filing the complaints! Things will start to happen once you involve the EEOC.