I got an email about Cleo, my brothers great dane just a little bit ago. After 6months of looking for her we were told some bad news, to graphic to talk about here. Just can't either right now. This email was from someone through petfinder.com where cleo was listed as lost. This person asked if i could send a picture. They said they have been fostering a great dane since Nove of 2005 and she just found the pic on petfinder and she looks exactly like Cleo. She said she answers to the name.

I emailed her back with the picture and asked alot of quiestions. Then i forwardd the email to some of the volunteers that helped back during those 6 months.

I'm waiting to hear back. But i really dont think its her. I can't let my hopes up casue they are always knocked down. I can't calm down. ive been shaking since the email.

I need someone to talk me threw this right now. Help me make sense of it. There is so much going through my head. Its a waiting game again. Like the so many we had back then. My stomach is so upset.

I put a trigger, cause i dont know if this would trigger someone. I know it does me. I'm back to that time again.

I had to attach the picture of cleo. I'm sorry that i did this. I dont even know if i did it right, so it might not even be here.