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Old May 12, 2005, 06:22 PM
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i cant slow down my mind enough to gather my bills. my electricity was shut off cuz i forgot to pay it and i know there were things i had to do today but cant remember. and i love mania now... i used to hate it was misery cuz it was scary. i am smarter, i eat less, i sleep less and i get a lot of ideas.... i have so many plans for my life....
just wish i could put them on paper.
i dont even wanna stop to use the restroom so i hold it cuz im too busy doing stuff. my house is kinda a mess rite now so i wanna clean it but i also wanna look around in home depot and itemize and price everything i need to make my business... like the bathroom construction material and all the carpet choices. if i can run super fast like this for a good amount of time i will be ahead for wehen the next low mood hits but lately i think ive not had trooo much depression just mania, rigt now i think im gonna organize my bills. i tore apart my room cuz my plan is to put all my stuff in binders and organize all the paperwork i have.
i created an employee manual for the business im gonna start and yesterday i bought some business clothesfrom ross. i am going to eat something light and go zoom around til the kids get home and then its chores i love chores... laundry, dishes... the apprentice is on tonight too. im rooting for kendra.

thanks for letting me vent. hey... who needs meds when mania is this much fun?!?!?!?!