((((((((((( Marjan )))))))))))))))))
I don't know if you have ocd or not, I can't diagnose that only a doctor or therapist could tell you for sure. Usually with ocd the obsessional pattern shows in many aspects of your life and to be really considered ocd it has to interfere with your life.
Do you see anybody for this situation like a therapist? If you feel like it interferes with your life you should definitely see someone.