I had to throw away my boyfriend's blade one day during the middle of a crisis. I caught him on the bathroom floor just holding it and looking at it. It took a while of hugging and crying and me talking to him for him to give it to me, but I knew what i had to do with it. Sometimes it takes some one else to intervene. It's up to you to hand that blade over still and it still takes a lot of courage.

I wish you so much luck and courage in this endeavor!