Someone please help me I have started to throw up once day instead of self injury like cutting to punish myself for being evil and have borderline personality disorder and need to be punished and the anger I have inside me because I have this disorder and people do not understand Iam on meds for depression and mood and Iam in therapy but hqve not talk about this yet because Ive only done it 6 or so times since March 16 for the first time I HAVE ALSO posted on the eating disorder site but I need someones opion who suffers from borderline personality disorder to tell me why we do things like this hurt ourselves besides what I have said