I've been with my bf a year. I have difficulties cumming easily. I am not able to cum with just penetration even if we try a bunch of different positions. I also don't cum very fast when he plays with my clit. I tried explianing that with any guy I've been with I can't jsut cum with penetration but he's persistant and believes that there must be one position in which i can cum with just penetration....I've lied before saying that I came to make him happy...and this was not a good idea...he found out I was lieing and I felt horrible...I care about him alot...and cumming is not a big deal to me...and I ahve told him this...I love when he penetrates me...and that's all I care about...cumming is just icing on the cake...he's made me cum before by touching my clit..I don't really know why he makes a big deal out of this...I'm afraid that I'm not making him happy in bed...and now everytime we have sex...I get stressed out...all i want is to be loved and cared for...cumming does not matter to me...he is my man and I love him for who he is...I've told him this before as well....I don't think he believes me...I dunno what to do