Thanks. I sometimes think seeing a little light makes the dark seem all the worse. It's the falling back all the time that is so discouraging, will that ever end? Do we ever get out and stay out, or is it always there? I talked to my T tonight on the phone. My analogy was that I feel like I am on a ledge and any little thing can push me over. I wanted to know if I would ever NOT feel that way. She is very hopeful for me. (I guess I should trust her, she's seen others helped). Thanks for your hope also. I'm hanging in there.