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My relationship with my brother is strange.
I love him, but at the same time despise him
Fear? Not really. More or less I've learned to stay as far away from him as humanly possible when he's upset. Sometimes that means locking myself in my room when he is stomping around? Yep. I might be afraid to tell him how I feel because he's a lot like my dad and will either get upset at me for feeling the way I feel or be supportive. It feels like if I told him it's spoil something. Like how getting too serious in a friendship ruins it. More then I hate him though I worry about him, he has always had such volatile emotions.
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