I found out through many years of T that my sexual attraction to the female body was not me actually being bi - but rather that of an emotional need to be loved by a woman being that I was sexual abuse by many different men and never really cared for by my mother.... my sexual desire was a substitute for what I never received as a child.

Knowing this I can now enjoy being sexually drawn to either an attractive male or female and not have worries over being gay or bi.... I am just normal (a regular sexual human being).