Hang in there goofygirl.
What I have just recently learned is that it doesn't matter what the dx is...it matters that someone treats you...the person with the issues.
You belong anywhere you go....no discrimanation here...we are all on journies of finding support, hope and guidance.
We could have the same feelings but have different dx because of our background, brain chemical make up and age...or a million other differences but still feeling like doodoo.
You just worry about getting help for yourself and feeling better....