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I got ptsd when i was 12 from my stepdad and moms crazy fights!! its been 10 years and over the past year, the dreams stopped, no triggers and flashbacks, nothin. i thought i was healed!! but then around thanksgiving my stepdad yelled at me...in THAT voice!! and it all came rushin back. its like goin in reverse. it sux!!
im really really REALLY nervous cause this tuesday im goin to visit my mom/stepdad and im terrified. i really don't wanna fight with him and i wanna make my mom happy. i just wanna be good with everyone and not have any issues.
anyone got some good copin advice??
koren
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I doubt sometimes whether a quiet and unagitated life would have suited me-yet sometimes I long for it. -Byron
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