Feel really depressed and it feels so awful after my 'up' I've been having recently. Stuffs not so great at home. There's the whole loss of my grandpa and family stuff still in the air.My parents still insist on treating me like a child, but then are hypocritical about it. I could write a whole list of things wrong right now but I'm not sure it'd help. it I'm just having a short rant not feeling great at all and got noone to talk to.