Actually as weird as this may sound after years of being treated for something I thought would never have an end this diagnosis kind of left me with a feeling of relief. I am doing my best to see it like this : after years and years of walking around with anxiety, panic attacks, anger and explosion i Finally have a reason of Why. I finally have someone who is willing and i feel very able to help me over come much of this. I believe the hardest part of being wrongly diagnosed with bi-polar was i felt trapped by something that would never ever go away...this i feel is something i can conquer with time, patients and hard work. I feel as though i have been given a light at the end of what has been a very long and dark tunnel. I am under no preconception that this is an easy road, but i am more than willing to put on my seat belt and tackle it head on.

I must say that knowing that you all are here giving feed back as well as reading your personal posts makes this seem not so scary. It gives me some place to vent, understand and direct some of the questions i have while i wait for my treatment to begin.

You have all been very kind and i hope in time i will be able to return the favor to each of you.

Be Safe and Be well ~~Jenn