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Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87
irrational. rational. its all the same in the moment when ur feeling that way. ll my friends in there successful life and me in my screwed up mood swing filled one.
earlier i was craving activity. ANY thing to do except sit by myself at home again like i do everyday when everyone i know has things to do. i get little time at work so im home all the time. its really frustrating and i harbor hard feelings at times when i feel the most lonesome. today i brok down crying because i felt so forgotten and broken inside.
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I've been sitting at home for 3 weeks and this isn't the first time I isolate in the house with nothing to do...but sleep and maybe go on the computer or watch tv.
So many times I've been told to go for a walk and I say where? I feel like I need a distination to go somewhere....a walk...where. Lately I have a car and I still stayed in the house...I didn't have one before and used that as an excuse to not go out...too far to travel...
So what I'm been doing is ...chat here and get a push from someone...yes, that's the only thing that helps me..cause I can't self motivate.
So reach out for suggestions from ppl for something to do so you won't be bored. Walking in nature and observing the trees....once I watched a spider makes it's web....I was there for such a long time I didn't even know where the time went...cause I focused on how it was weaving and it was amazing. Sitting watching the birds...go back and forth...it cool too.
Wow just writing this is making me want to go outside....and explore nature. We don't always have to be with ppl....
