I've been kind of isolating, too. Unless I have some place I have to be, I generally don't go out. I cancel dates at the last minute, I've been sleeping 12-15 hrs a day most days. I'm going to have to withdraw from school AGAIN, which I imagine will put an end to may relationship with Vocational Rehabilitation.

I can't concentrate, I can't wade through my material at all, I CAN'T EVEN READ A BOOK! When I do get out, usually to a band job, I have a pretty good time, but I even isolate on breaks. I'll wander off to a quiet corner and play with my iPhone.

I am doing one thing, I'm buying a bicycle! I used to ride when I was in high school and college, I really loved it, and I think I will again. Getting some exercise and sun should be good for me. Hopefully I'll get skinny again!

And so the endless struggle continues...