Kaika,

When your T or P-doc diagnosed you with PTSD and the dissociation you have, did they ever explain to you why they dx'ed you that way? I know you said you don't have a T at the moment, but maybe you could contact the person who dx'ed you and ask them to explain how they came to that conclusion. It doesn't make sense to me that someone would dx you with PTSD and a Dissociative Disorder and not talk to you about it. Give them a call, it might help.