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i am so sluggish, so numb, so nothing. Yet concerned about my health at the same time.
i have ITP—a blood disease where your platelets get destroyed by your T-cells, and eventually they get so low you spontaneously start bleeding out internally and die.
i have been in remission from the ITP for 3 months now, or at least I was at last doctor’s appointment 2 months ago.
i have a funny feeling that my platelets are going down again. I don’t have a blood draw scheduled until April 9.
This feeling of not knowing makes me want to cut to see the consistency of the blood.
And the numbness also makes me want to cut.
Both the numb & lethargic feelings and this NEED to know right now, if my ITP is back is triggering me to SI. i left a voice mail on my T’s cell phone, like i am supposed to do, but he isn’t calling me back.
What should i do?
Last edited by Berries; Mar 29, 2009 at 07:09 PM.
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