Oh my, the love from you all feeds me. I am in a struggling place with stuff here. One being work reminding me and my reactivity to it re: severe abuse. I am trying so hard. I told my doc of the impulse to cut again and she was great. She spoke of the little things I can do for me to feed my soul. This I need. I need to let you all come inside of me where I can feel you and I need to do things in my life that are fun. The other thing she said was to try to have my mind think, oh well, this is another part of life and I will deal and I am not always putting out fires, I am dealing with things as they occur. I liked that. Back in my own bed tonight with a hubby next to me and dogs between. Good to be together again. I was feeling like I AM BAD. this was because of the work stuff, I make mistakes, people mis-read me. Had to separate that out quickly because it only hurts me more. I am human. Blessings to all and thank you.