I have never been alone for any long period of time but I have just finished my first weekend of many weekends completely alone. We had to move a long way from our home for my work, now my wife and two kids aged 14 and 6 have gone back for the next four months. My wife wants to be with our grown daughter in the last couple months of her pregnancy and then when she brings her baby back home from the hospital for awhile. I never knew it was going to be so hard. I miss them so much and with no family and no friends I am completely alone. I cant look at any of my sons toys or anything without breaking down. I am at my wits end and have no idea of what to do.
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