My lover is suffering from depression for around half year. Yesterday he ate 10++ sleeping pills. Luckily he woke up this morning. This is not the first time he's tried doing this.

I'm starting to feel tired and stress after supporting him emotionally and bear all his expenses since he's jobless due to depression. I'm giving all my time, energy, support to him, but with no results. Even bringing him to the psychiatrist doesn't help.

He's worry that he will not recover forever, feeling useless and helpless, he just wanna leave all these behind.. And i'm the only one beside him, loving him so much. I will feel guilty if i fail to save him...
i'm tired... i too, afraid he will not recover...