They scheduled a meeting...it fell through. I feel I am not good enough for the time. I feel I am on the back burner. I feel not to safe at the moment. I feel angry and embarrassed. I feel like I am losing it all and that no one can catch me.

I just wanted to be heard. Tell him i need the meds. I finally had the courage, just to be dropped off at the door. Call me a coward now, now I am back to hiding my wound, making excuses, worried I will go to far.

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