I HATE myself for ever starting to cut. It was about 6 years ago when I cut for the first time. It's became like a drug to me. I'll do well for a little while but then I'm right back to the same old thing. This really sucks. And I'm sick of wearing long sleeves in the summer time, I know people that see me smothering in a hot jacket in 90 degree weather think I'm weird. But of course, they'll think I'm weird if they saw my arms also. So pretty much, I'm screwed either way. Sorry this is so long but I needed somewhere to vent my frustration.