It's very difficult holding down a job when you can't think half of the time, when you're up one moment, and down the next...I can barely hold down my life! I guess I was lucky getting disability on the first try and without it I'm not sure what I would do. It's extremely difficult communicating with people and trying to act "normal" while they whisper quietly in the corner....

However, I must say it is very, very sad! I had a great career and feel ashamed that I may never get that back!

TJ