Wow....
And I thought I was alone!
I have picked for YEARS.
I mostly pick on my face. Though I will pick on my torso, legs and thumbs.
It started with my thumbs when I was little. I'd pick until they bled.
Then I moved onto my face and it's gone from there.
My mom doesnt like it even though she realizes that its a nervous habit.
I pick at myself to self-sooth when i am anxious and to stimulate myself when bored.
I usually pick at dry skin and pimples/blemishes. And i DO do it until I bleed.
I've developed some light discoloration of the skin where I've picked in the past, so I guess that qualifies as a scar?
And I also pull at my eyelashes. o_o
I dont use any implements other than my fingers though. I guess this is a good thing huh.
There's just something about the pop of a uh pimple that is SO satisfying. (ew did i just say that?) BUT ITS TRUE! Its satisfying!
I'm so weird....
u_u
But i'm glad to know I'm not alone!
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“In depression . . . faith in deliverance, in ultimate restoration, is absent. The pain is unrelenting, and what makes the condition intolerable is the...feeling felt as truth...that no remedy will come -- not in a day, an hour, a month, or a minute. . . . It is hopelessness even more than pain that crushes the soul.”-William Styron
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