I've been a stay at home mom for over 11 years and I have 4 children, my youngest is 5 yrs old. Sometimes it's so hard. I clean, I cook, I clean some more...take care of kids and then clean some more. I rarely get out and don't have any friends and most days i'm really depressed and lonely and I'm just wondering if is anyone out there that understands what i'm going through. I enjoy many hobbies...scrapbooking, gardening, blogging, reading, but I still can't seem to be happy!