Hi princess, I have anorexia, ihave borderline, ihave ocd, ihave ptsd, ihave personality detachment issues it gets kinda messy. I stoppes asking for, diagnoses a while ago when they started telling me that I had these things and more. And I asked why I never knew this. Then I felt like a elephant sat on me because I already had so much to deal with.
Then I in my later years sarted to look at it in another way.
It just makes me who I am. I have learned. I am all the wiser. I have scars. They do affect me but only to the point that I allow them to.
I am at this point batteling all my illnesses very hard. I think this is my wall that I have put up. I don't trust. Because of all of the trauma abandonment. And a word I have not been able to bring myself to say. So that must be my lesson in this . I do hope I learn with it not costing my life. I know that would be a great waste. I just have to look past my fear. Welcome to you. Your not alone.