thanks topher .

i am off the lithium for good - went back on it and the hallucinations started again! terribly bizarre.

atm, i'm not on anything. my pdoc suggested going back on my old meds the last time we met, but i have since decided not to. i'm not interested in something that clearly wasn't as effective as it was meant ot be - i'd like to try something new. so i am seeing him tomorrow and hopefully he will have some new ideas.