I cant stand the memories of everything thats happened to me, the sexual and physical abuse. I cant even get away from it in my sleep! Every night I see him in my dreams, lurking towards me as he touches wherever he wants. I cant take this anymore. I know alot about PTSD from the therapists I have seen. But I really dont know how to handle it, except for taking my meds that completely numb me out. I dont know what to do.