Hi Mary Alice. Know that it's pretty normal that, when people are feeling depressed they often turn to things like shopping to give them a quick boost, something to feel good about. Unfortunately, it's a temporary fix and as you're finding, there's the regret that follows, especially when you're having to sign two year contracts. Too bad you couldn't find something cheaper that gives you that sort of rush

I think it's good that you and your T are talking about this, great that you realized that this is a problem, and I think exploring not only what cell phones signify to you (is it being connected or just the newest technology or something else like remembering your dad's job) as well as other things which you could do when you feel depressed, when the newest commercial about a phone starts making you anxious and ready to run out, are good ideas. Since you have a contract which is expiring this summer, maybe coming up with something else that would allow you to feel good and allow you to end that contract and begin to lessen your obligations might help.

I wish you luck with this!