I think I've just accepted my depression. I think... it's okay to feel the way that I do. Sometimes it makes life harder, but really, it's okay not to be energetic and pumped and hyped up for life all the time. Sometimes you just don't have the energy to plaster that smile on your face and fake it.

I'm depressed. I'm isolating. And that's okay. Because I'm safe. I don't even know what I'm depressed about. I'm just down. No interest in things. Kind of floating through everything. Not feeling connected. I don't really care any more. Just trying to live my life the best I can.