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Old Mar 31, 2009, 01:32 PM
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Originally Posted by Heartachehannah430 View Post
I'm so tempted to cut right now. My ex left his box cutter blades at my house and I just now found them this morning..... really wanting to pick one up and cut. Maybe I should just throw them away, but I know if I do that I'll eventually go back and get them. What should I do with them? This really sucks, I should have never started this. It was my stupid mistake thats caused me so much pain and trouble. I'm really afraid to tell my parents about my urges because I certainly dont want to be sent to another mental institution. Luckily, I have you guys here to help and support me! Anybody have any suggestions?
My one suggestion, and this may sound harsh, but, throw it out. Throw it out somewhere you will not be able to reach them again. Give them to a friend (art student or something) who might make some positive use of them. Allow those blades to be used for what they were made to do - cutting boxes.

You have the power and you have a choice. You can make things easy or hard on yourself. I recommend making them easier. But it's just a thought.

Good luck