Manda,

Capp said exactly what I would have said if I were writing you. I've been in 3 times and the last time was for 2 1/2 weeks. They told me at one point that I never slept more than 2 hours at night. I was having trouble being in there - but they made me eat regularly and they gave me a sense of structure and boundaries and the world was literally locked out rather than feeling I was locked in. (when my insurance ran out they immediately decided I was "MUCH better"!!)

SO, when I went home it felt good and bad, familiar but back to face all the things that were there when I left. It was not easy, but it got better after I'd been home a while.

Take as good a care of yourself as you can, eat, sleep, play a little and hang in and it will get better again.

Leslie