I don't really know where to put this but I feel like every year right around this time I start to get really depressed. Like Ive been in school consistently since August, its starting to get to the bottom of my financial aid and I realize how must it really costs just to live. Combined with the past few months of cloudiness, cold and crappy weather I just get so down. I feel bad because I know I end up taking it out on my boyfriend and friends which I don't like doing. I don't know how to explain it. I don't really even know that I'm looking for advice. Just venting.