so sorry things are going rough for you right now, biiv...but sending you some pc hugs in hopes they help.  you mentioned you are feeling so overwhlemed with what's going on in your life right now. do u have a good friend you trust that has a willing ear? many times i am amazed at the warm reception i get when i "dump" about what's been bothering me. friends can be so supportive in that way.
and we care for you here too.  rant away if you feel that will help. i will listen and i'm sure others will too.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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