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What was yout T's input when you asked her about the urges?
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Well I had a phone session today with T and we didn't even get to the subject of si, because we ended up arguing about me being defensive.
She said she will give me her input on it in next week's email, so that will have to wait until I email her again.

I'll let y'all know what she says.
Thanks for the support everyone!