I am going through a change, all of my repressed memories keep coming back. I am 19 and already tired of living. Not every day mostly during night when my memories keep me awake. I don't know what to do I know I am not ready to give up though. I just need someone to talk to. I have friends but they are dealing with their own problems. I can't just keep it bottled up anymore. Sometimes it feels like I will burst from the effort of concealing my problems. Talk to me... please