Thanks. I'm doing a little better, things are really stressful and confusing at home even more so than normal because of very ill family and all the stupid complications surrounding it all. My mindset now is to ignore what my dad does the best I can and look forward to seeing S (new boyfriend ) as much as I can. He's really given me a new lease of life.
I don't know if I'll be able to stick to that and if it'll work though.
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