Things have been weird. Up and down. I didn't go to the funeral, my dad did and I was glad of that. Apparently it was only the second time my mum has seen him cry (he tried to hide it then and I've never seen him cry). He hugged his sisters and one of his brothers and talked to them (two of his brothers didn't go to the funeral).
Now it's still weird because my nanna (dads mum) has been moved from the care home to the hospital and is very ill (she's had alzeimers for many years, don't know if theres anything else wrong though). Everyones certain she's not gonna make it out. My mum and I are hoping my dad will go see her. I don't want the same thing to happen that did with my grandpa. My mum was thinking maybe she's hanging on for him. I don't know what to think about that.
ONe of my neighbours told us about one of her relatives who had alzeimers and was in hospital. Her son was really hesitant to go and visit her but was eventually persuaded. When he got there, she recognised him and told him she missed him.
Oh I don't know, my heads a bit all over the place about all this.