Hello. when i posted the "self-esteem and creative self", i was hoping and praying for replies like yours and the last post before yours.......that's what i was looking for. what do we feel, so deep and so true, about how we create our level of beauty. beauty as we know it. i have found that i nearly die, inside, if i don't create a beauty that is comfortable to me...even changing furniture placement is important to me. i would love to see you play the characters that you have played in the past and will play in the future. i always wanted to be an actress.......but never really had a chance. we're having tornadoes here tonight. so i'm going to log off and close the 'puter down. thank you for the very warm and kind words.....we have a wonderful forum called Creative Corner....you'll really like the characters that hang out there. it's our little oasis...xoxo pat