(((tao)))
You know ... maybe the gift of peace of mind and serenity is what you need presently.
There is nothing wrong with finding a therapist and taking this private, secluded time for yourself... to catch your breath and patch yourself up a bit.
After all, most people who do this... love the progress and relief they find.
Best to you....
Peace and Serenity,
Nightbird
xoxo