Hello Victopia, it's nice to meet you, welcome to psych central.
This is a great place to meet new friends and find support, have a look around and post more whenever you are comfortable. The members here are all pretty nice and more then willing to try to help, I hope to see you around.
If you have any questions feel free to private message any community liaison or moderator, here is a link to a list of forum leaders.
http://forums.psychcentral.com/showgroups.php

I agree that you may benefit from some counseling, therapy has really helped me.