I see my T regularly, just saw him now. Not that we got anywhere...
The only thing I could drop is this student group, and it's really important to me. I enjoy a lot about it. But it's so frustrating that there's no one else participating. So I'm left to cover an area so entirely outside my abilities...
I have so much else going on and I'm so hurt and tired. I really just want to give up on everything... to stop caring, stop being responsible, abandon everything.